Shock and Happiness!

Today i got very important news! Of course i won't tell what these are here, the ones i dedicate this blog,, already knows what it is;)
When i learned that, first i was shocked!!! I just couldn't believe in my eyes.. After that, i offended cos i have been told it after 3 months!! Then i got very happy! With the talks between them, us etc... :P But it doesn't feel so good to hear everything at last ;)
Anyway guys, promise me, from now on, i will learn everything at first places, ok? :p
PS: MSN is not an excuse, we have Yahoo! now :P

Killing me, killing you, killing all we have...

-What would change if Adolf Hitler were killed in assassination?

• World War II. would finish at July 1944.
• Between July 1944- April 45, 8 million soldiers and civilians wouldn't die.
• The number of jews who killed in captive camps, would be 4 millions, instead of 6 milions.
• USA wouldn't bomb Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
• The world wouldn't seperate as "West Bloc" and "East Bloc".
• There wouldn't be Berlin Wall.
• Türkiye wouldn't loose 700 martyres in Korea War.
• Türkiye wouldn't get Marshall Help from USA.
• USA wouldn't attack Vietnam and kill 2.5 million people.
• Germany would be the super-power!
• The world wouldn't seperate as "imperialism" and "communism".
• There wouldn't be "army-strokes" in Türkiye.
• There wouldn't be a country named Israel!!
• There wouldn't be global terrorism all around the world.
• Personal dividend of national income of Türkiye would be 20.000 $ [now it's about 3.750$!]
• There wouldn't be racism, anti-semitism and concecpts such as "neo Nazi".

PS: Susi, do you remememer one question from 1.SIP, "The most important man in the history" and i answered it as "Hitler".. Were i wrong? :P
SIP Rocks btw! :)

Do you have a clone? Do you have a clone?

If you have friends that likes you; it is good.
If you have friends that does what you advice, it's better.
If you have friends that takes you as an example, maybe you'll like it.
If you have friends that imitates you, it is annoying!!!

• Why people imitate other people?

Cos, they don't have their own characters, life styles.. They don't have self-confidence, so they have only one chance to be a member of society- imitating a popular and successful one!

• Don't they know that they just look funny by imitating others?

No, they don't know. They think they are so cool and sharing same interests with popular ones.

• Are they stupid?

YES, A LOT!

Now, i'm gonna tell you what i had experiened for a few years.
I am the oldest kid at home and i am successful (not bragging:p). My brothers used to take me as an example, they follow me in every step. But they don't annoy me much, cos they are still young and they have years to get a "real character". But what about my friends??? Once i had a friend- X. (i won't tell his/her real name, some parts i will tell X as "it"). X was; unprincipled, worthless and with a lot of complexes. X hadn't got many friends for years, then it found me. Inside, i was feeling sorry for X and hanged out with it. X was so shallow, but i didn't care about it much at first. It was telling lies to be equal with me. For example; when i told it that i was abroad that summer, it told:
-Oh, these countries? I have been there too, but i haven't told you.
-Really?? Can you show me your photos you took there?
-We forgot our camera at home.
-Then show me what you bought from there.
-Aaah, we lost our luggages at airport, everything i bought were in it.
-Where is your passport?
-It doesn't worth showing; it is invalid though.

I seemed to believe it in that time, but inside i wasn't.
A few months later, when we're talking, i told sth. about scouting and camps.. Then it decided to become a scout too. I made X a scout, i took x camps with me. But he was still imitating every step of me.
I bought some technological items, it bought same and the ones it couldn't afford, it made preassure to its family.
It was following me on internet too. I was a member of some friendship sites- such as: Yonja, Hi5, sms.ac etc, and had a blog. Guess what? It become a member all of them!!! It even stole background colors of my blog!
It didn't stop imitating me on education life. X, wanted to go my highschool, but Adana's first 300-350 row -clever- students were able to come in. I could, it couldn't, so it lied again:
-I always wanted to come in your school. I won another -one of the bests, but worse than mine- highschool at exam, but i didn't go.
-Why you didn't go that good highschool and went the sticky one that you have to pay milllions every year?
-It was my aim to go your school, so, i couldn't go another school.
-How many points did you get in exam?
-I....don't remember..

Education part was not done. It couldn't pass university exam for a few years. That year i told it which course i was gonna go,,it came same course as me! We were in different terms, -my term was hardworking ones' term-, it wanted to be in same term as me, but of course, they didnt allow it ;)

I am interested in programming languages, so i bought a PHP book.. After afew months, it wanted to borrow my PHP book,i asked why, it said , it wants to learn this too, as it told, it could understand everything by reading!! It thinks programming langauges can be learned like reading story books! And it even doesn't know there is any web browsers except IE 6!!!

You see friends... I could only remember a few imitations of it. Be aware of kinda people, they don't deserve to be your friend! I am happy that i eliminated one!

ANGRY AS HELL!!!

People keep asking why i'm that angry. And i just say "just so...". I have so many reasons to be angry, so i don't spend time to tell those all. So, let's start my reasons.. These are only a few i can remember;

I AM ANGRY;
Cos;
- I am sick of lessons. Most of my friends are in university now, but i'm still preparing for university exam shit.
- I fucking hate mum. People can't believe i really hate her; but that's true. I even don't call her "mum". She thinks she is the possible best mum in the world, buys me everything i want etc.. But that's not all i want! She is so fucking old-fashioned. Thinks i am a satanist just because i listen metal bands and wear skull t-shirts! :@
- I hate to be "ugly". Actually i don't think i am ugly; but everybody says so. I can see uglier girls than me has very handsome boyfriends. I guess i don't have kinda bitchy soul!
- I hate that there are so many bad injudgements for us all over the world. I'm tired of called as t-errorist just because i am Turk and muslim (!)
- I hate visa!! No, not the credit card!!!! We MUST get visa to go another country, cos we are Turks and muslims! Most of the countries give visa hardly to us. We must have 8000 or 12000 (can't remember) USDs to get visa from USA!! Even it is hard to get Greek visa!!! And you know what???!!! We don't ask visa from any country except African countries. All Greeks are free to come here!!! For example; we MUST get visa from Czech Republic, but they can come here with an id card!!!!
- I hate some bands who doesn't come for concerts here. Madonna had a "Confessions Tour" a few months ago and she went even very small and unnecessary countries; but she hasn't come to Türkiye there she has millions of fans!!! She even went to Czech Republic!!!
Also Iron Maiden. They even will go Bulgaria (EVEN Bulgaria!!!!!!!!!!!!) for concert; but not Türkiye!!!!! Most of the bands that are having world-tour; come near Türkiye- to Greece. They don't come to Türkiye; so some of the fans have to travel to Greece to go concerts.
- I hate good-day friends!!!! They are your best friends in good days, but when you are sad and not making them laugh; they just leave you! The worst thing is, you should be in the same place with them a whole year.
- I hate my scout-leader. He is so fucking irresponsible. Whenever i call him, he says he will be in scout-house; but anyime i go, he is not there!!! I am resisting to him just for World Jamboree this year! Otherwise, i don't care!!
- I hate that people think she's a bitch and horny if she likes to talk about sex.
- I am so angry that,, even though i have been learning English for 10 years, but i still suck at it! I always use same forms!!!
- I hate that, teens in my age at least can speak 3 different langauges! But look at me, i only can speak English well; i'm going to French courses; but people think i'm crazy!!! They think i should concancrate on my lessons only!!!
- I hate my internet connection!!! It is so fucking slow that i should load a youtube video twice to be able to watch clearly. I can't listen internet-radios already!
- I am so so so so fucking angry that i'm not good enough on my lessons. Now, in course class, i am the one who's graduated from the BEST school; but i'm always 12th-15th of class! This is not i deserve!
- I hate not to able to open msn. Cos when i open it, there are always too many people and i don't have time to talk to them all. And when i don't talk to them, they delete me. So, i better not open msn.
- I finally bought my own guitar 1 month ago, but the teacher seems unwilling to gimme lessons. Everytime mum calls him, he says "we will arrange a day later." I'm afraid i won't learn it till summer!
- I'm still sick of my acnes. I used very dangerous Roaccutane medicine for them, but they're not gone. Now my face is red and with a lot of holes!
- I hate spots on my face and my nose. I want to have plastic surgeries for them; but mum is too ungenerous to have made by private doctor! But i can't trust government hospitals!
- I hate that, i have driving licence, but i can't use car in traffic!! And mum doesn't let me to have private lessons for it! She says she'll teach me!!! Gosh, i'm tired of walking 30 mins to course every morning!
- I hate discances between someone i like and me is too much!!!! There are so many stupid and unnecessary people physically close to me and a few people that are so special and important for me who are far far away.......