forget regret..

Think about that.. You're suffering of being loveless.. you can't just take an ordinary boy, you want him to be perfect: intellectual, clever, long haired and bla bla.. you have got too many demands..
You walk on the streets of campus thinking of how helpless you are,, you get in computer room to study... you sit and wait a bit and decide to see who else is waiting..
There you see "him"... The perfect one!
He looks at you,, and you look at him...
You can't dare to turn your head to look at him again; but you know he is looking at you...
You finish your study; he's still waiting behind you.. You just can't look at his eyes.. You leave that place silently and full of regrets...
But you can't take him out of your mind.. It feels so painful to be aware of that you'll never see him again.. You're sure that he was the one you've been looking for..
But now he's gone,, you must forget about what happened...
You must heal that pain before it hurts too much...

"i saw you face in a crowded place,
and i don't know what to do,
'cause i'll never be with you..."