~dancing with tears in my eyes ~

There's a feeling I get when I look.. To the West.. And my spirit is crying for leaving...

Saturday, December 30, 2006

What a bad year..


Today is 30th of December and i couldn't realised it until i looked at the calendar! Tomorrow we are gonna meet new year and i even haven't bought my new year lottery ticket!!! I donnow what to do in 31st December night.. I guess it won't be something special. The bad thing is, this year, one of our religious holidays' first day and new year eve is gonna be at the same day. So, only one holiday instead of two! :((
Anyway,,, like Susi did, here is my 2006::
First 6 months of the year: Nothing interesting
July- August: Pretty interesting... Tried really hardly to be able to join Roverway and i could do it! I had an amazing time there and met very nice friends!
Also, i found last.fm This amazing site has pretty changed my life. It's the best thing ever happened to me in 2006! I thank to Tadej for a million times for letting me to know this gorgeous invention!!!
And the rest: Nothing really interesting.. I started to go course to prepare for university exam shit once again.. I attened it (still attending).
I took driver's licence (will get the card on 9th January at 4 pm:) ).
Hmm.. aaand.. nothing actually!

I thought this blog were gonna be longer, but i was wrong :))
Anyway, now i leave you with this cliche pic,,
ENJOY THE 2007 ! I smell it is gonna be an exciting year!

Thursday, December 21, 2006

=Difficulties of Being Ugly=

Being ugly is difficult,
try to live if you are ugly, is more difficult.
Here are the reasons:
  • No love for you!
  • You never get respect at the first sight and get the less respect as possible, later (if you are lucky)
  • Nobody cares about you.
  • Everybody talks behind you, gossip about how ugly you are.
  • People think it is their right to make fun of your appearance, even though it wasn't your decision to be ugly!
  • No love for you!
  • You always "dream" about love by knowing that those dreams will never get real.
  • But you never dream so high; cos you know the higher you dream, the higher you disappoint.
  • Nobody is gonna love you to death, nobody is gonna write love songs for you.
  • You're never gonna asked out, maybe a few times, but only by horny boys/girls.
  • Nobody is gonna die for you.
  • You always envy beautiful girls, think how pretty they are and feel worse.
  • No love for you!
  • You never deserve to be loved, but you can love platonicly if the "loved one" doesn't know that. If "the loved one" learns this, he/she probably will get angry, cos you are too ugly to be able to fall in love. And you hurt his/her charisma by loving him/her.
  • Love songs are never for you. For example you can't listen "Because you loved me" by Celine Dion or "I love you too" by Tokyo Rose. Even listening them is enough to make cry.
  • When boys of classroom makes a list of class' beautiful girls, they even don't put you in the list.
  • You can't find a dance partner in prom.
  • Nobody cares how clever you are if you look ugly.
  • No love for you!
  • Everybody treats you rudely, but you knew they would be very very kind to you if you were pretty.
  • Nobody dreams of you.
  • You sometimes think of being an asexual.
  • There are 2 kinds of people around you, the ones who tells that you are ugly and the other ones who doesn't tell it to your face.
  • You always envy to couples.
  • You think only beautiful ones have a bf/gf. That is right actually.
  • Sometimes you wanna feel pretty, but you never can; cos you are aware of your ugliness.
  • No love for you!
  • You can't watch Fashion TV or MTV; cos the pretty people there makes you cry.
  • You can't look at mirrors, only for necessity.
  • You sometimes feel yourself cute, but others not; so you get disappointed.
  • You sometimes like some boys/girls. But you know they'll never love you, so you bury your love in your heart.
  • Some people make really cruel jokes about your outfit, so you cry while trying to sleep.
  • When you tell people that you are ugly, first they look at you like they feel sorry and then they try to comfort you with empty words. Such as "Ohh, don't be stupid, you are beautiful" you ask : "Tell me what's beautiful with me" they say: "hmm, you are tall!""if i am beautiful, why nobody ever loved me?" and they say.... nothing! Cos they spent all their lies!
  • No love for you, just,, forget it! You are gonna die alone!

And many many reasons i even can't remember...
I don't wanna hear another comfort sentences and don't think this text is about my life...
Stay with beauties!- some can't.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Hmmmmmmmmmmm

Hmm hmm hmm
I decided to make a new blog,but i guess i am not so productive like Susi.
I donnow what to write :P
See ya!
:)