~dancing with tears in my eyes ~

There's a feeling I get when I look.. To the West.. And my spirit is crying for leaving...

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

It's all about instincts,, or is it?

Today i wanna write about sth. that makes me think. (I am gonna make my biiiig blog about Italy-RoverWay later)
You know, i am a scout and have been many camps so far. I will write one of my observations of camps today.
In camps, there can be loves, romances, rapproshments... But not with different partners at the same time!
For example(this is a real example): X's are girls, Y's are boys. First i saw X and Y kissing. But X has a boy friend. Then i saw a relationship between Y and X-2; but X-2 says she also has a boy friend. Also X-2 and Y-2 has an obvious rapprochment. X and Y-3 has started a romance then.

I know it is quite difficult to solve this riddle. At first, it was difficult for me too. I tried to solve, but i still have question marks in my mind. I talked about this to one of my friends. He told it is because "Necessity". He told that they are far away form their families, darlings, friends during camps and they need a love.. Sounds quite logical; but not enough.
I mean, also i have been in many many camps, have been far away from my home-town for months. But i have never had romance with 3 different people in 8 days!! I really don't care about other's love-lives; but i like to know their psychologies. I am definitely not a conservative person, i am just curious ;)

Here are my questions:
  • Is being far away can be a reason to cheat? If so, how innocent are you?
  • How do you feel when you look at your partner's face, after cheating him/her on holiday?
  • How does your 'holiday-partner' feel after coming back to home? What if he/she really loves you? Would you keep cheating or break up with one of them?
  • What does other people think about that? Do they find it normal and support you?
  • Would your partner guess that you cheat her/him on holiday? Does he allow that?
  • If you can't resist for 8 days, how will you be married during your whole life?
  • Would you be ok if your partner do the same?
  • Does 'sharing holiday-partners' effect your self-respect (if you have one)? Is it what they call "Dare To Share" ?
So.... what are your answers?
PS: Nobody shall take this personally.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

The Legend is Back!!! yeah!

Ta-ta-ta-taaaaaamm!!!!!!!!!!!
I am back from Italy, from a beautiful camp- ROVERWAY!!!
I had a GREAT time- maybe the greatest time!
I was away from internet for 10 days, so when i back; there were 411 mails to read :D
I will make a post about it so soon, now i am arranging photos ;)
I am putting here a symbolic photo just for now.

In this pic, you can see the Turkish contingent of RoverWay- while we were rovering into mountains :) i am the female one as you can guess =)
See you all soon!
DARE TO SHARE! (Roverway's Theme)

Friday, August 04, 2006

L'italiano Vero! :)

Hey Dudes!!!!!
I won't be here for 10 days;
Coooos
I am going to ROVERWAY!!!! :D
See you then..
MISS ME!!! :D

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Answers to Susi's questions ;)

1. Would there be war, if women would gover?- It does not matter.
2. Can you trust into a goverment?- You have to.
3. Why do people have to have hunger, even if there is enough food for everybody on this world?- There are food for rich people and they don't wanna share their food with poors. It is rule of nature. 'The winner takes it all, la la la'
4. Whaf if all chineese people buy a car and drive with it every day?- Stop with this Chinese people jokes about their population :p
5. Are there values which are all the same for all people?- Of course not.. Think about it. There are more than 6 milliar people around the world. All of them are different from each other- even their finger prints. So, why not values?
6. Are there too many people on this world?- Depends on which land are you talking about.
7. Do muslim fundamentalists want to get over the world?- No, believe me, not. Some of them just wanna contrevene imperialists. At real, Christians and Jews want to get over the world, but they blame Muslims to hide their shame!
8. Does infinite luck exist?- Come on! Of course not!
9. Is peace for the whole world possible?- If there will be USA and its puppet Israel; peace is not possible for 'whole world',,sorry!
10. Is there a life after death?- Sorry believers for disappointment, but, no. It is just a lie for you to behave good when you are alive.
11. Is suicide a crime?- Crime for yourself. Judge and gaoler are both you.
12. What is truth?- Truth is, what the real truth is, not the thing in your head.
13. Why do we need religion?- Cos people needed to believe in sth. and some other people needed money- got it? ;)
14. Is too much freedome dangerous?- Of course!! The other's 'more freedom' is 'less freedom' of you and it is dangerous for all.
15. Will China be the next big power in the world?- Uhm.. As we can see, capitalizm works so well in China. Hope it will be; but appearantly, it wil be world power for only economy, not for the citizen's comfort. I mean, working for 1$ in a day makes government powerful, but not people.
16. What is fairness?- Which is not unfair, is fair :p
17. Is ambition good or bad?- Good! It makes things better and it rises the standards up.
18. Is it allowed to kill people, who kill?- It is not allowed at laws. But if you are rich and powerful, you even can kill people who don't even kill.
19. Is the human being from beginning good or evil?- It is neutral,, it changes after- cos of the people we live with.
20. Why are there different colors of skins?- Cos of the places we live! And here is a 'believer answer': God made it. But the second one was not 'my' answer ;)
21. Are there conditions where you are allowed to torture somebody?- Yes of course! Look at: Iraq, Lebanon, Guantamano..... Oh, i was gonna forget,, you are allowed to torture, as long as you have money and power.
22. What is luck?- Luck is, for me, "being there in my room, in front of my laptop, under my air conditioner at 07.16 am"; or "Sitting outside at 03:51 in our summer house, watching sea which is 50 meters away" ; or "Packing my rucksack, checking my plane tickets to go Italy." ;)
23. Why do we exist?- We have to do sth. for world. We should make there a better place. We have duty.
24. Will Europe go down?- I hope- we hope! Cos if it will go down, people will see that there are 'other' places than Europe in the world!
25. Why is knowledge important?- Who told it is not important? Knowladge is everything.
26. What is on the ground of oceans?- Sand and rocks.
27. Is war against terrorism terrorism itself?- War's 'excuses' are terrorism; but the real terrorism is, war.
28. Why do all religions think, that they own the ultimative truth?- Can u imagine a religion tells: 'oh no, look at this religion, they are telling the real truths, let's believe in it'.. they earn sth. from religions and they dont wanna tell the 'truths'
29. Does there something better than democracy exist?- It depends on the land and 'foreign powers'. For example, in Cuba, socialism works very well. And people are very happy with that. In Ottoman Empire, there were kingdom, but it was the most powerful country of the world. I mean, democracy is not a situplation. There are alternative systems.
30. Are big companies more powerful than goverments?- Depends on the govrnment. I can comfortably say that, Coca-Cola is more powerful than Zambia's government. Or McDonald's is more important on politics than Uruguay.
31. When will the last human be dead?- In the doomsday! lol
32. How can you get a whole nation into enthusism?- Ehm... Try magic :p
33. Is it good or bad that English became something like the international language?- It is terrible!!! Believe me, sometimes (or usually) i hate English cos everybody knows and speaks it. And of course, cos of Americans speak it too. The good thing is, we have a communiciation to connect with.
34. Shall we overtake other planets and move their?- Oh, please not! At least they should stay clean.
35. What are the reasons for terrorism?- Long story... We shortly can say that: trying to get what you dont have and dont deserve. And,, it has NOTHING with religions!
36. Will we ever be statisfied with what we have?- No.. Always more!
37. What can replace oil?- Sun energy.
38. What is the responsibility of a world- force?- Do they have responsibility? I mean do they take responsibilities to take home more money by killing innocent people? I don't think so!
39. Are the human beings on the right way?- Politicians or others? Both, not.
40. What can we learn of Africa?- How to live without eating anything. Living for lving. Or, living and dying without seeing any tv, computer and telephone.
41. When is it allowed to interfere in intern problems of another country?- Money money money.. mhm..
42. What is the sense of life?- Don't even try to understand it.
43. Does collective fault exist?- Actually not. But if we take it for general, collective fault exists. I mean, who cares about people who didn't wanna make mistake when others wanna did?
44. Who is the most important person on earth?- Me, lol. for sure not :) It depends on people's ideas. For example, for me Atatürk is the most important person in the world, for a Nazi, it is Hitler; for a communist, it is Lenin... for a selfish person, it is himself ;)
45. What is the reality?- The letters on my laptop is reality. But, virtual reality ;) Humm, the biscuit i eat right now is reality, i know it ;)
46. Are we innocent at our birth?- Same as 19th question.
47. Would it be better for this world, if there would be no human beings?- Then what would be the world for?
48. What does human being make human?- Able to think.
49. Do we need a world- goverment?- We need? I thought we already have one in America and one helper in Middle-east. Or, did i see wrong? Ha?
50. What is a lie?- I am god and i exist. This was a lie ;)
51. Is the universe endless?- We can't know.It needs to be discovered.
52. What are wordwide the 10 most important problems we have to solve?- USA(imperalizm), racialism, terrorism, poverty, religions, Israel, UN- NATO- EU or such shit stuff, capitalism, globalism, population/pollution
53. What is the ‘healthy human knowledge’?- What the hell is that?!
54. Why do we always want more?- Cos it makes us happy. We don't wanna loose.
55. What is wealth?- Look at your wallet. There you will see part of a wealth.
56. Why do we need goverments?- Cos we are lazy and we expect sth. from government for ourselves.
57. Was the world better in former times?- Nooo!!! Remember World Wars, other wars, ignorance of Christian priests'...
58. Is it allowed to make war for peace?- War X Peace.
59. What are the 10 most important things we can learn of history?- Greeks are bad and idiot enemies- Armenians will never stop being jealous of us- People still think we Turks are like Ottomans in everything - War doesn't sole anything- You should try to change their langauge, religion and culture if you wanna conqure a land.- You can't have all of the world,even Ottomans could get 1/3 of it.- You should decide what to do by looking history not to repeat your faults- Christians were stupid- Muslims are/were very celever, but then they got lazy cos of religion- Hitler is not the most cruel politician ever.- Communism or Socialism doesn't work.
60. How much luxury is allowed for oneself?- Depends on your stupidess/ richness.
61. What will be after the human beings?- Only god can know it^^ LOL :p
62. Is it allowed to lie to rescue lives?- Well, as we learned in our religion lesson,it is allowed :D
63. What is the difference between knowledge and wisdome?- I have wisdome , but not knowladge enough ;) Knowladge needs time, wisedome needs experiences.
64. Would all people lie, cheat and steal if they would know definitely that they wouldn’t be caught?- No. At least not me. I can't do anything in this list. lie-cheat-steal.
65. What is art?- Langauge of senses ;)
67. Which sense has suffer?- Sense of seeing has the real suffer.
68. Is it possible to live without love?- It is possible. Look at Jan Valjean in "The Miserables". lol^^ Or look at me :p. The best example is: asexuals. I admire them!
69. Has resistance of single persons sense?- I dont know
70. Does miracles exist?- Depends on what you call a miracle. If you think a flower or bird miracles; then it exist; but it isn't miracle. It is the reality that you call miracle. If you talk about goddish miracles; they are just cheat.
71. Would Jesus be a christ in nowadays?- If we consider that Jesus existed, he would be a godless.
72. When is it allowed to break laws?- I think, it is never 'allowed'. You can break laws for goodness, they don't punish you, that's all.
73. Do animals know revenge?- Revenge is an insitinct. Animals have this.
74. Does money make happy?- Does money make unhappy?
75. Is the blue, which you see exactly like all the others see it?- Haha, If we only think about blue- yes. Cos i never discussed anybody about blue color :p
76. What is more important- Peace or Freedome?- If we have peace, freedom for everybody follows ;)
77. Who owns the internet?- USA, sadly true. The main 13 computers in USA follow everything we do on internet.
78. Should we stop the growing of the economy to rescue the enviroment?- We can rescue enviroment without stoping economy's growing. We just need science.
79. Which are the 10 biggest tabus?- There aren't 10 biggest tabus. I just can say one tabu: SEX. This is really a tabu.
80. Who am I?- How can i know?
81. What happens with our memories, when we die?- They die too. Cos when we die, everything is over.
82. Would economy break down if we would forget all debts worldwide?- If we forget, they take us it with different ways, so the money-boss' are never poor enough to break down.
83. Where will progress take us?- To goodness and badness.
84. Will the world get better, if we lie?- Lies change what???
85. Where is the paradise?- For me, the paradise is my laptop. I damn love it.
86. Can we rescue the human beings?- What are the doctors for?
87. Will we ever know everything?- Pffff.. next question!! please- a celever one!
88. What is the source of life?- Body and soul.
89. Are religions good for the humans?- NO! It is the enemies of humans!!! It makes people lazy, it causes people to fight, to kill each other!
90. Will too much freedome take us to, that we lose the freedome?- I should try once to be able to answer this.
91. Why do we need dialects?- To show that you are different. Honestly, it doesn't work, honey!
92. Shall we be tolerant to intolerants?- No. You be intolerant too. It is something like: If you are intolarant to me, i am intolerant to you too ;)
93. How can we live responsible?- Is this sentence's grammar true? Cos i didn't get it :p
94. Is there a situation where a dictator would be better?- Yes. And, who told dictators are always bad? Get rid of your prejudgements.
95. Is it allowed to kill in gods name?- It is just an excuse to kill people for free.
96. Why don’t we learn out of mistakes?- Cos we are humans.
97. What is love?- You know what is love nowadays? Falling in love with a BEAUTIFUL / HANDSOME girl/boy's face/body. That's it. Nobody looks at 'SOUL'. And i don't want kinda loves. So, being asexual sounds fine to me.
98. Can we stay constantly lucky?- Same as 8th question.. Dear question-writer; next time be more origianal and clever, please.
99. What is the ultimative question?- I liked 74th most- both question and answer.
100. What is more important- Questions, or Answers?- Questions. Cos, being able to ask, is power. In philosohy, answers are not important. The imporant thing is, questions ;)