something happened on the way of heaven..

Hello Guys!
Me and Bekoli-Fakoli will join a scout camp for 8 days. Camp's name is "Anatolian 2006 International Scout Camp". It will be in Muğla- near sea;) We will go to Ankara tonight,then Muğla.
I hope you'll miss me :))))
Take care- see ya after 8 days!

don't wake me up from my nocturnal dream...

What a day...
Today, i became 18..
It was the best birthday of me ever. Since the first minute of 26th June, my dear friends started to celebrate it. I got the last sms 5 mins. ago. Even the people i didn't expect, celebrated it.. I felt so lucky today.
Advantages of being 18

• I am an ADULT!
• I can vote
• I can drive
• My parents' can give me our houses, car (if my brothers won't know:p)
• I don't need parents' permission anymore
• I am free... Freedom...feels good!

I just come from the cafe where i celebrated it with my cousin, mum and brother. I am tired, but happy.. Tomorrow i'm gonna celebrate it also with Bekoli-fakoli. Yup^^ My liver is working too much in these days; cos i smoked Nargile today, will drink alcohol tomorrow.
Today, the only song i wanted to listen was, Alphaville- Forever Young. One of my favourite songs.It fits my feelings..

so many adventures couldn't happen today
so many songs we forgot to play
so many dreams are swinging out of the blue
we let them come true
..

forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever, forever and ever...

PA-RAM-PAR-ÇA-YIM!!! (i'm in pieces)

Saatim yok tam olarak bilemem
Biraz bira biraz şarap önceydi
Nasıl oluyor vakit bir türlü geçmezken
Yıllar hayatlar geçiyor
Kayıp bir bavul gibiyim hava alanında
Yada boş bir yüzme havuzu sonbaharda
Çok mu ayıp hala mutluluk istemek
Neyse zaten hiç halim yok

BUGÜN BENİM DOĞUM GÜNÜM
HEM SARHOŞUM HEM YASTAYIM
Bir bar taburesi üstünde
Babamın öldüğü yaştayım
Bugün benim doğum günüm
Kelimeler büyüyor ağzımda
Bildiğim tüm hayatlar

Paramparça, paramparça

Takatim yok yinede telefona sarıldım
Son bir özür için sevdiğim kadınlardan
Aradım mesajlar çıktı kapattım
Telesekretere konuşamayanlardanım
*****
Pfff.... Bakalım kimse hatırlayacak mı? Göreceğiz...

Puahah:D

This is a very funny video. Şahan(my favourite comedian) is making fun of these investigation programs. In this video, beware; announcer woman and killer is the same person-Şahan(he can act everybody). In video, killer thinks, the other two guys(his home-mates) are gays. And he kills them. Look at the ketchup-blood :D The funny thing is, they speak so funnily. He pronounces gay like : "gay". But it should be pronounced like "gey" :D

"Don't stop me now" - i didn't stop ;)

IT'S OVER!
During the exam, surprisingly, i wasn't excited. I guess i felt some kinda pychological power.
It was better than my course exams. But time was not enough for me, so second section was worse. It was so-so. After exam, everybody was asking me how was the exam. They still ask and will keep asking. This is the annoying part. Cos i don't wanna say that my exam was so-so. :S. I guess i may have this exam next year too, if i can't get enough point.
After exam, the first thing i did is, going to book store. I bought Brokeback Mountain's book and a PHP book. I am very excited to read them!!
Now my life is starting again. I'll start watching tv, reading book, going to cinema, tennis.. I am so excited about my "new life" ;)
War has came to an end-till next year(?)
ALL DONE.
GAME OVER.
THAT WAS IT.
I DID MY BEST.
THE END.

SICK _ AND_ TIRED

Hey Dudes!!!
As you can guess from the thema pic; i am extremly tired!! Me and Bekoli-Fakoli(his new nick-name:p) used to do tests during whole the year and now we feel like everything is related with tests. Here a test too below. Guess which pic is more like me:

A)

B)

C)

D)

E)


Oh, by the way; here is a great quote which summorizes my situation. It's a Japanese proverb: "If you cannot run away from rape; enjoy it" (Tecavüzden kaçamıyorsan zevkine var.) My situation is just like that....

Sense Tu...Sense tu...

"I no sé com puc escapar
Vull fugir de la realitat
Oblidar-me del meu passat
Caminar sense més.
Tot i que sé que al final
Guanyaré".....
This song was Andorra's song in ESC, a great song. Got only 8 points from Spain and became the last at semi:( . Ok, no more ESC (of course for only this post:p)
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I am so bored of life. Let me tell you about my hell-life. I wake up at 1 pm every morning, oh sorry, i meant "noon". At 1.30, i go course. I study at there till 6-7 pm. Ask teachers questions and it is really hard to catch up a teacher. I act like a detective, when a teacher has no students, i go there and ask him questions.
After 6-7, i go my private maths lesson. There i study 1 hour. I come back home at 7-8, sometimes 9!! I go internet. At about 1 am, i quit internet and start to study. I study at night, cos it is better. At about 6 am, i sleep :)
Advantages of studying at night:

• Everybody is sleeping, no more brother screamings, mom nags, wondering internet (cos everybody is sleeping when i am studying, so i don't wonder what's goin on there) ;)
• The weather is like hell (exactly hell!!) in Adana. But at night, it is cooler. So, i can study easily- without sweating ;)
• It is very nice to watch Adana's view at night. I can see whole Adana from our house. When i feel sleepy, i just go balcony, watch Adana for 5 seconds, i get my energy back.
• The street i live in is a very critical street. Almost everyday a car crashes another. In night, i hear hitting voices 2 times in a hour:) Very entertaining!
• Sometimes i hear drunks' screams and talks.. Very funny. hehe :D
• I can consantrate on my lessons better. When i am alone, i talk to question. Well, better to say: i swear to question. I tell it: "b****, f***, i'll do you.." and many swears that i can't tell here :) The good thing is, i can do the question surprisingly faster;)

Disadvantages of studying a night

• I wanna be normal again!!! :'(

Smifff, smifff.... Now i'm going to studying...Life is hard, ha?