~dancing with tears in my eyes ~

There's a feeling I get when I look.. To the West.. And my spirit is crying for leaving...

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Bekoli's fall down... Allah kimseyi yerlerde süründürmesin:))

Hey Diary!!!
Today we went out with Beko- as everyday:) Almost everyday we hang out with Beko; then chat in msn. Beko; i see you too much. Everytime we go out with Beko i pay the bills!! Today; we went to cinema ; i bought tickets. Almost everyday we go to Sun Patisserie; i always pay the bill. he usually pays 1 or 2 lira; but the bill is 25 lira!!! :@ !! Beko; be some gentle, ok? :P
Anyway; we saw the movie-named 'The Fog' today. it sucked!! just another stupid, Hollywood, sheep scary movie!!! i definiely not recomment you to see this awful movie. do i need to tell that it was Beko's choice?? :)
When the movie was over; Beko and i was going down to stairs; the lights were off; we were talking and i was drinking soda. He suddenly fell down; when he was falling; he touched my soda; it hit a seat and it spilled onto floor and my jacket! when he fell down; it was a very funny moment.. after 1 second that Beko fall; the lights turned on!! :D loool; it was so funny!!!!
heheheheh:)))
anyway; i gotta go now
PS: Taddy; write a new post, plissss!!!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

1 wedding & 2 happiness & a lot of sadness :)












Hey!
I was in my cousin's wedding ceremony at the last weekend and monday. She lives in another city- Denizli. so; we travlled to Denizli. it was a hard trip which took 12 hours by bus!!! when we arrived there; we were so tired.. People in Denizli were very friendly and helpful.
The wedding ceremony was funny. But i hated groom's family. they were very ungenerous and were always gossiping about bride's family :@!!!
Anyway; now; the pics...

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

i f*** ADSL!!!!!!!!!!

My ADSL isn't working for a week and i am very angry!!!!!!!!!!!
Even Beko had ADSL connection 2 days ago; but i'm still in internet café!!!!!! Beko; let's fuck them together :))))))) but Beko is a good boy; he can't fuck them :P
Beko is jealous of me! Cos he got a blog named : dontreadmylife.blogspot.com !!! and he is planning to put his room's; his cousin's wedding pics, our new year pics in his blog too!! beko; don't imitate me!!!! you jealous!!
i'll put my cousin's wedding pics to blog; but i'm not at home right now; so; i can't :S.. cos my pics are at my laptop....
Here; a story for Beko :

Suudi Arabistanlı vatandaş vize almak için ABD konsolosluğuna başvurmuş. Görevli sormuş Suudi yanıtlamış:
- "Name?"
- "Abdul Rauf Bin Selam"
- "Sex?"
- "5 times per week..."
- "No no! Male or female?"
- "Male, female, sometimes camel.." :D ! Beko or Serap; can i call you 'Abdul' ? :P:P

Friday, January 20, 2006

üffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!! Faktır git

Now i'm in internet cafe. 15 mins. ago;we were gonna go to shopping with my mum. the weather was cold and i wore my CHE beret. she saw it and said 'if u wear this, i won't come with you' i said 'fuck off!, i am going' and i ran away...
Tonight, we're going to Denizli(a city) for my cousin's wedding ceremony. we'll stay there 2 days; probably, i won't be able to chat...
anyway; i gotta go now; i'm still angry...
PS: Beko; my dad didn't bought me credit yet. ughhh(i am double angry); if he sends me credits; i'll sms you;) keep smsing me during the wedding; i'll be bored. hey Tad; you too; keep smsing :P
Beko için çeviri: credit=kontür. annadın mıı? :P
see ya!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

hi..:S

heLLo!!
this week; nothing special happened; i was going to course everyday..
now i'm in internet cafe; after a long time; cos my ADSL has a problem..
in these days; i had a bad new about AFS; and i'm very angry about that.. now i'm planning to sue them; i'm searching for some impormations for that.. i need my mom's support to sue them...:S
even Beko doesn't help me enough!!!! hayırsız beko!!!
anyway, gotta go... bye:((

Saturday, January 14, 2006

my iPod; my laptop; my mobile-phone; we all live together in peace=)


HeLLoooooo!!!
it was a really different week for me. we had 'sacrifacion festival' for 4 days. it is a religious festival. we sacrifice an sacrificial animal for god. but only rich or middle families can do it. we sacrificed a sheep;)
at the second day of fest; my dad bought an iPod video 30 gb for me=) i am very happy!! at the same day; my dad also bought mobile-phones to my brothers. the weird thing is; they are 9 and 13 years old; but have their own mobile-phones!!!
for 3 days; i sleep at morning; cos i am learning my lessons.. today; i slept at 7 am; i woke up at 2 pm andi went to bar with Beko at 3 pm :D... we drunk beer:)...

anyway; i gotta go now..

BEkoooooo; you said you'll be online now; where ae you??????????????

Sunday, January 08, 2006

oh, it has been a long time...

Hello!!!!!!!
it has been a week withuout writing a post. i didn't go to school during during last week; we had school; but our principal let us not to come=) yesterday; we took he ration cards of first education season. All of my lessons are 4 or 5. (5 is best here). and i got appreciation sertificate; which only goo pupils can get. But it was unbelievble that my religion lessons was 4!!! it is an unnecessary and unimportant lesson, only 1 hour in a week. well, maybe 4 is much for an atheist like me :D
And yesterday; !finally! my ADSL connection came to home!! now; i am at home:) yesterday night; Tadej was on msn(and skype:p) till 2 am, then he went to bed, he couldn't resist :)); but i stayed there, and i slept at 3.30 am. as you can guess; i woke up at 1.30 pm:))
i am here today too; and i'll be here for a few hours too; maybe i'll go 30 mins. later :P
anyway; tomorrow will be a bad day:S
see ya!
Lahko noc;)

Sunday, January 01, 2006

An unusual and funny new year celebration!!




Yesterday evening and night, me and my best friend Beko, had a different and enjoyable new year celebration.. we met at 7.00 pm in Time Out bar, i drank only a Coca-cola:)
After Time Out Bar, we went Yüzevler Kebap Restaurant. We ate kebap and drank ayran there..After Yüzevler, we went Sun Patisserie, we drank Turkish coffee.
Then we went Sports bar. i drank 1 beer and 1 vodka there.Beko drank 2 beers. After Sports, we walked for a few mins. then we went another bar-named Capino. It was a jazz bar and we welcomed 2006 there. Me and Beko drank beers. i wasn't dunk during the night; but i just felt a little dizzy and sleepy; but i guess one of my sms friends(he knows himself) though that i was drunk=) then i returned home... at home, i was so sleepy; but my mom tried to make me and understnad that if i am drunk or not=) i wasn't... :)
anyway, during the night, Beko paid for foods; i paid for drink. as you can guess- i paid more!!! Beko, the next time we hang out, you'll pay all!!!!!!!!!

**PS: at the first and second pic; me and Beko are in Time Out Bar. At the third pic; we are in Yüzevler Kebap restaurant. At the fourth pic; we are in Sports bar; i am drinking vodka, Beko drinks beer. you can see Sun Patisserie at the 5th and 6th pic. we are drinking Turkish coffee and having fun=) we are in our last stop-Capino bar at the 7th and 8th pic. you can see my pic while drinking beer at the last pic, and behind me, there is a musician=)

Hey Beko; thanks for enternaining and humiliaiting me during the night:) i am not sure if i'll ceebrate 2007 with you too=) joke joke:P