~dancing with tears in my eyes ~

There's a feeling I get when I look.. To the West.. And my spirit is crying for leaving...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Heeeeyooo! He e e yooo!

HELLLOOOOO my dear readers! (if there are still one :p)

I've had veeeery busy days. Had lot of exams, friends to meet, things to do.. Of course i was on internet everyday; but wasn't so long. So i couldn't surf on blogs. But noooow, i'm on my summer holiday! :D (Actually it's only 2 weeks, then i'm going back to Bursa hell.)
We have got 6 computers at home; but no internet connection! That's why i can't come to net nowadays...
Anyways,, i missed you guys all and waiting to know what's changed in your lives!!

Waiting!
:D

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Böhh

This year, i havent't watched ESC semi's and for the first time for years, didn't vote. I wasn't interested in it like other years.. Winner is a good song, our song was shit bla bla..

Anyway, yesterday night, my tongue hurt so much and i went hospital to get my piercing removed. I don't have it anymore.. :S:S
I feel weird; cos i had it for 1 and half a year :S

See ya later guys!

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Thursday, May 07, 2009

SIP Comments!

Hi dears!
It has been weeks since the last time i've been here. Soooo, let's clean up these rusty and dusty place!
I didn't write a single word for weeks; cos i've been busy. I don't study much; but still i have lots to do.
Anyway, here i am! Wiiiith, SIP comments!
This year, we decided on prizes easier. This may be cos, we're getting better on this and we start to understand each other more and more. Also, we reduced some categories; so this is another reason.
Here are some interesting anecdotes:
- While we were deciding on "important woman on history"..
As i remember, we couldn't decide on nominees for a while. The most reasonable one was Maria Theresia; but i thought she was a nun, so wondered what she did tha much. Then Susi explained me that, nun one was Mother Theresa and Maria Theresia was a queen. :D

- I tried reaaaaaly heard to choose Susi as "winter sportswoman of the year"; but she didn't accept that prize! Susi! Why you're that much principled?! Com' ooon! If there were another girl, she'd accept it immediately!

- Beko The Crazy, nominated Madonna for every category almost. Susi was a bit mad for that; but we gave a prize to Madonna. So, everybody is happy :ppp

Soooo, another SIP is gone!
See ya next year dudes!

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Friday, March 13, 2009

Wie heißt du?

A few days ago, i was surfing on last.fm. My nick there is "iRemTheOttoman". "İrem" is used for a female name here. It has no use but a female name. On my profile, i've written my name besides. A Turkish guy sent me a message..
X(the guy): Hi! wassup?
iRemTheOttoman: Hi, nothin'. u?
X: same.. My name is blabla, what's yours?
iRemTheOttoman: Eh, well.. isn't it obvious?
X: I couldn't be sure...

Goooosh!! Tell me, why should i write another name on my nick and on my profile since i wrote a real name?!!

Friday, March 06, 2009

Sorry, but i'm not gonna mourn...

Non of my close relatives died so far. Well, i remember my grandma's sister died when i was 10; but it doesn't count.

This morning, while i was about to wake up, my mum called me and gave this new:

- Your grandpa(father's dad) died last night!

And i was like:

- Oh yeah? What he left as heritage?

I donnow if i am a bad person; but i think it's such silly to get sooo sad for a person who died at the age of 70!
Though, i didn't like him at all and i used to see him only twice in a year. so, why to weep?
Am i evil?

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Compulsory Relationship

As you guys know, i'm a very friendly person. Well, at least to the people that i like. Sometimes when i'm friendly to a guy, he misunderstands me. He thinks i'm trying on him and reduces talking to me (sometimes completely stops without any reason).
There is a guy in my school. Last year, i was seeing him at school.Then i found out his last.fm. I wrote "hi, you look familiar" to his shoutbox and we talked a bit. At school, we used to greet each other once in a week or even less than that. That's all..
A month ago, i heard that he says "She tried on me via last.fm" to his friends. I was really mad when i heard that, cos he is almost half shorter than me, really stupid and horny!!!
This is just one example,, i've experienced many many misunderstandings like that.
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There are a lot of horny guys trying on me. No, not because they try to talk to me. They bother me with "will you go out with me? what will you lose? come ooon!", "i miss you my dear, i wanna know about you better", "i'm longing for you since summer" messages. I'm a kind person, so i cannot say "how dare you try on me with that outfit?"
This ugly but "courageous" guys really really bother me. The thing most bothers me is, they "really" think i may fall in love with them!
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Here are my solution for both of these problems above:
I changed my facebook status as "in a relationship". not that i've got a bf for sure :) today a lot of friends asked me about "the lucky guy"; but i explained the situation. I'll explain it to my friends who ask, buuut, not to the horny guys who are added on my facebook!
2 good things about it:
- Horny guys will stop trying on me
- Guys i like to talk, won't think i'm trying on them.
1 bad thing:
- My "future lovers" that are sexy, handsome and clever,, will go for other girls. (though, i hadn't got any sexy, handsome and clever guys when i was single either)
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isn't it a good solution? ;)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Some Sprititual Issue Over Here?

I normally go to school with nice clothes, nice looking hair, my lenses on. Our school is too big(with 42.000 stıdents) and i usually don't see many people i know, at school.

Today, i woke up really late and i put random clothes on(which i saw first), didn't do anything with my hair (bed-hair remained) and wore my glasses (the ones that -8 and looks like a bottle). I thought, i'd go, get my lesson and come back quickly. I was soooo damn wrong!

I donnow why; but school was even more crowded today. First, i saw a friend that i like so much. Then, a guy who has a crush on me, passed by me without saying anything and looked weirdly at me.
In the classroom, i saw a guy that i hate a lot! He seemed pleased to see me that way.
The worst thing is,, while i was coming back to home, i saw a very nice-looking guy who i met about a month ago, via net and talked for hours via net since then. At first, i didn't wanna say "hey, i'm x, remember me?"; but then i couldn't resist and introduced myself. I was a bit ashamed first. Still, i wanna say "Heey, i'm not that ugly normally!!" :S:D

Here comes what i found out. (i know it's already found out by some spiritual ppl :p),
If you think good things will happen to you; they WON'T;
If you think bad thnigs will happen; believe me, they WILL.

Friday, February 13, 2009

A Secret Garden in My Shanty

Last week, i returned to Bursa and my mum & middle brother came with me. Mum and bro. together cleaned the house, moved furnitures, cooked healthy food, bought a lot of stuff for my house... And i just sat and surfed on the internet with my bro's laptop :) I admit it, it was my favourite week in Bursa :)

There are some "secret" places in my house. For example, i have 2 toilets; but one is full of old stuff. And there is a window in my saloon. it has some stairs; but full of old furnitures. I was too lazy to clean it up and look at the upstairs. My bro and my mum cleaned there and we discovered something exciting!
Stairs go up to a small attic; which opens out to a big balcony! Aaaaand, it has an incredible Uludağ mountain view! We cleaned there, took the old stuff out and painted rusty bars. There are already 2 tables and 1 chair. Soon, i'll buy a few more chairs and invite my friends over there. We'll be drinking tea and watching sunset :))

The thing i realised is, i rented a dublex house without knowing! :))

Saturday, January 31, 2009

2 Other Good Slovenians

Taddy is my favourite Slovenian- like all of yours are. But i decided to discover another good Slovenians.. Here we go:
2 months ago, i've seen a Slovenian movie here, in a film festival. It's called "Estrellita", about a talented Bosnian immigrant guy who plays violin. Unfortunately his family is poor; but his Slovenian violin teacher helps him..


The screenplay was cliché, i've seen a bunch of movies like that; but it was the first time i saw a Slovenian movie. I could understand a few words while they're speaking :))
After the film festival; i asked a poster of this movie from organisators and they gave me a biiiiig Estrellita poster. (which you can see here) I got surprised when i saw "Tadej" writing on poster. One of the actors named Tadej :)))




Yesterday, i was in Samael's concert in İstanbul. It's a Swiss metal band. One of the support bands was a Slovenian band-named Noctiferia. They were quite good and i admit that, Slovenian guys are hot :p
At the end of concert, band members were hanging inside the concert area; i wanted to say them they're good, in Slo; but i realised that i forgot most of the words i know. I should improve my Slo as soon as i have some time ;)

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Monday, January 26, 2009

Cordial Cares For a Dead Laptop +_+

I took it to a few places to be fixed and the answers were the same: "it's motherboard is burnt". That means, my laptop is dead now.
I had it for more than 3 years and now i gotta say it goodbye. I donnow if my father can afford to buy a new laptop nowadays, but i'll try my best...
Til then, i'll be hanging in internet cafes...